Disgusted

It has been a while.  I've gotten my license and started working as a nurse. I'm on the midnight shift now and I love it. Less stress than days by a mile.
Now it's on to what I've always put off. Losing weight. Seriously, I've never really committed long term to it.  This time I need to be. I need to be healthier.
I want to go vegetarian again. Not because I don't like meat, but because it's healthier. I ate way too much last night. I ate all my allotted calories in one sitting! Now my stomach hurts so bad I wish I could vomit on demand just to relieve the pressure.
I need to be healthy.
I need a kick in the butt.